25 July 2008

Rains are here and things are slowly turning green. Strange transformation from sahelian browns to a lush green covering almost everything. Initially coming up here I was convinced that I really did miss the green of the south, but now that the green is creeping up this way... With the green comes the humidity, bugs (especially flies-lots of them), flooded streets, and harsh hot sun before a down pour. Think I prefer the dry heat…

Part of my job as ‘Leader’ is making contacts with associations/ngo’s/development organizations, talk about their project base, and brainstorm ways for PC to collaborate and/or seek out small project funding through them. It’s been a strange task in that I find myself touring around countless dispersed offices, some in the most inconvenient cache’d areas, introducing myself over and over and trying to find the head of each office, which believe me, is not an easy task.

Strange thing is that the more offices I go to, the more cookie cutter all of the organizations seem to me. Of course there are differences between structure, actual output and transparency, but this province is flooded with development groups who all seem to have the same raison d’etre. And most of the program bases are almost direct mirror images of PC’s. Health/AIDS education, Agroforestry, Education, Microfinance, and usually a small sector for gender issues and women’s empowerment. Why would these small ngo’s spread themselves out so thin with their 8 person staff and limited, sometimes nonexistent budget? I’m sure it makes it easier to find exterior funding, casting a wide net. Would possibly be more effective if someone just shuffles around the whole system, designates focus programs for specific development groups or areas of exterior funding, and pump all efforts and funding in each 'assigned' direction. Seems like everyone is so spread out, especially their technical staff. If they are required to know a little bit about everything, how can any sort of further project development occur? There will inevitably be a ceiling where technical advancement, time, energy and funding will all limit the project’s growth. So really, what is the point of starting all of these small projects without a comprehensive idea as to how it is actually supposed to be sustainable and continually evolving. A big shuffle. Scoop up all the cards, throw out the ones that have too many divets and stains, arrange the aces at top and arrange according to hearts diamonds spades clubs.

There are definitely some great organizations here. Just saying that this whole development approach needs a little work. I am still wet behind the ears I admit, but here's to 2 years of sitting back and watching the big cogs turn and almost one year of trying to get in the machine. Developpement durable. Hm.

06 July 2008



.road to Rhumsiki...




glorious limbe...was sitting at down beach from late afternoon late into the evening, eating grilled baraccuda and shrimp, drinking large beers, and watching the sun go down...

23 May 2008






So, I tried to get up this itty bity mountain that gives you a great view of Maroua.

didn't work out so well. I was not feeling so well before going up, but really that's just a lame excuse. it was also in the late afternoon, so, hot. also a slightly lame excuse. basically... i started up this big hill with a bunch of volunteers and ended up hanging out about a third of the way up with some kids who bounced alongside us, waiting for the rest of the group to go to the summit and come back down and get me. i was okay with that because the kids were terribly cute and the view was pretty good from where i sat.

more about it some other time... when I have time to type. internet clock a ticking...

11 April 2008







cute little lizards that are all over the place here. This particular one is outside of my house on that crazy tree i posted a picture of earlier. Next, the dining room in my house... made the curtains and table cloth myself... now my living room, carpet donated by good friend Kate, curtains again all me and my long nights by myself when i first got here, and furniture sent up by Peace Corps well after I already got up here... helmet storage system i devised-big nails in wall...and lastly, another pic of waza watering hole---big frickin birds...

08 April 2008




ostriches are cool...

05 April 2008

a wuyki na? (are you drunk? cuz you're acting crazy)

fulfulde busting my brain...

just finished the IST today, which was fantastic, but now i really think my head is going to bust open.

don't have much time but i am going to list a few of my favorite phrases/nuances we've learned...

naa min dab'ba - we are not animals (as in 'don't pack 7 people into this row seats that is only supposed to seat 4)

njamdi gotel saalibee minti sappo e jowi - 1:15 (why it's so long, anyone's guess)

taa fiju bee texas - don't mess with texas

waalugo (wattugo, hawtugo) bee debbo wala kondom - unprotected sex (for those health volunteers)

k, that's its for now...

sey yeeso

02 April 2008




more photos from waza...

watering hole and strange fruit on a totally barren tree.

just started fulfulde classes this week. man...

Hande mi summi. today i am tired.

one example as to how this language is crazy - to say 250 Fcfa you say 'dala teemere didi bee sappo' which literally means 210, but get this, 'teemere didi' means 200, but 'sappo' means 10. money goes in measurements of 5 so you multiply the ten by 5 to get the fifty... here's another, 95 fcfa - 'dala sappo e jowe nayi' 'sappo'=ten, 'jowe nayi'= 5+4 (9), hence 19 x 5....=95 francs...

WTF

think bargaining in the market is giong to be a bit difficult...

love it though. my brain hurts but it's good to jog those cells sometimes.

k, peace love